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28 year-old male from Litchfield Park, AZ
When you sum me up, I'm a complex guy. I have layers. I'm a difficult person to understand. The truth is, I'm not sure who I am right now. I could use an epiphany.

I like to see the gray area about everything. I prefer not to judge people, but the problem is, people judge me, and they don't know the whole story.
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December 27th, 2007

A scary experience

Almsot four years ago, on February 8, 2004, something happened to me. It was perhaps one of the scariest experiences I have ever encountered. To this day I still think about it. Only a select few know about it. I haven't really been able to talk about it, but now, I can say it.

It all started out innocently enough. During this time I was heavily involved in a card game, which at the time was immensely popular, and still is to a lesser extent. It was on a Sunday. There was a regional tournament in Mesa. Only problem with that was I lived clear across town. I woke up very early in the morning, around 6 AM, to go to the site early. It took me 40-50 minutes to get to the Mesa Community Center. I had met up with some other friends who were also there to play in the tournament. We wanted to get there early to avoid the lines for registration. At around 10 AM I had signed up. There were a couple hundred people there, and even before the tournament began I knew this was going to be a long day. I had my deck all ready. I trained for this. If only I had stayed home.

The tournament didn't start out well for me. I lost my first match when I was locked into a combo which prevented me from launching any kind of offensive. I did manage to score three victories, but another loss. After I had landed my third victory, I went to my car. Suddenly I wasn't feeling too well, and I decided not to continue in the competition. I went inside to withdraw, but as I got out of my car, the next few minutes were the story.

For some reason, I had begun shaking. Not like a seizure, but it was bad. I got inside, but the shaking was getting worse. Luckily one of my friends was close by and he called 911 from my phone. I sat down, and not ten seconds after I sat down I vomited. My friend also called my parents. When the paramedics arrived I was still shaking. I was taken to a hospital, which wasn't too far away, just a few minutes. When I got there, the shaking stopped, but as the EMT's helped me into the ER, I was drained. I laid down, and I couldn't move. I wanted to get up and just walk away, but I felt like I had just lost all of my energy. For a second, I thought I was gonna die. To this day it haunts me.

My parents arrived soon, but my day wasn't over. Eventually I regained a little energy, just enough to move around a bit, but the doctors wanted to run some tests. They included a CAT scan, but there were many long breaks in between, and as some of you may know I'm not the most patient man.

It wouldn't be until about 11 PM that I was released. By then I had enough in me to walk around just fine. Some family who lived in Mesa was there in the lobby, which was cool. I had to stay home the next day to recuperate, but by Tuesday I was well enough.

Unfortunately, my psuedo-seizure affected me worse than I thought. That same week I was due to make a presentation in a class, but for some reason I was terrified to the point of missing it. I still don't understand why, but it happened. I wouldn't feel like myself for a while, and I felt lonely and distant. Eventually I was back to my normal self, but memories of the longest day of my life remain.

There were many factors resulting in my health scare. I'm a bit of an insomniac, so I didn't get too much sleep the previous night. After arriving in Mesa, I felt a little queasy. Something I ate the previous night may have been undercooked. I was suffering from dirrahea, maybe even a stomach virus. I hadn't eaten breakfast, and someone else thought I was dehydrated. Also, on February 7, 2004 I had just completed an abbreviated course at ASU. What that means is, I completed an entire semester's worth of a course in three weeks. The stress, coupled with everything else, could have very well been a contributing factor.
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KnightsLord
Posted 3 years ago
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Xfactor
if you want any pictures from the episodes just sk and i can get the. they wont be to big although
KnightsLord
Posted 3 years ago
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it could be that tex was created with memories and church was programmed with memories that coencided with tex's so church would beleive he was a human and when tex died it made chuch think that he was a ghost when actually they were both AI floating around
KnightsLord
Posted 3 years ago
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we wre both wrong.........

Church....... totured..... split.......
and tex..... she must be one as well....
think of all the AI given back....
Maine must have known and tried to recapture
all the AI to create the original Alpha


The suspence commences
KnightsLord
Posted 3 years ago
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I don't know. but the meta is already crazy so if Wash gave the meta Epsilon, it might just make him more powerful. Just imagine Gamma in his head. All the knock knock jokes :D
KnightsLord
Posted 3 years ago
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Mabey he trusted Epsilon somewhat even though he nearly destroyed him. He wouldn't let Delta into his mind iin eighther the recoverys or reconstruction

also i got a tip that mabey epsilon would actually be a key to get the Alpha. Wash said that they needed to "unlock the alpha"
KnightsLord
Posted 3 years ago
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Wash actually wanted to find epsilon

he never said he was going to find the alpha. he said he would call church when he found what he was looking for
Delta didn't tell wash to take the alpha: Wash made up an excuse to get them to infiltrate command
AFKeeker
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Posted 3 years ago
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Posts such as "eh" and "next" are spam, regardless of your motives for posting them.
AFKeeker
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Posted 3 years ago
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Please don't spam like that.
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Sunken One
Posted 3 years ago
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I just checked the forums and seen how you posted on every sponsors comic, practically clearing the first page on the sponsors forum.
thenatureboy
Posted 3 years ago
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hey man u r in to wwe well man add me wooooo!
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