AllTimeTessa

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    • AllTimeTessa

      I SAW ED SHEERAN

      4 weeks ago

      It was unbelievable kjadgnoj
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    • AllTimeTessa

      I got a job

      1 month ago

      But tbh I'm just making this journal to inform you that I've been working with this super cute boy & today he told me he has an identical twin & now, while it's still gross, I understand the male fantasy.

    • AllTimeTessa

      Punk Edits

      1 month ago

      I feel like if you follow me on Twitter, you know that Punk Edits are my absolute favourite things in the world. They make people like infinitely more appealing to me.
      ((Don't ask me why, it's just a thing))
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      SO LAST NIGHT I MADE ONE OF MYSELF. ISN'T IT BEAUTIFUL??
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      I really didn't need to give you 3 examples but.. Ya know.... Fangirl & such.

    • AllTimeTessa

      I'm graduating

      3 months ago

      But more importantly, can we look at the different ten years has made?
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      Ps. Thank you puberty

      Stay beautiful xo

    • AllTimeTessa

      Feelings I didn't know I had..

      3 months ago

      So, Ray's leaving Achievement Hunter, I'd read his journal & I felt a little sad, but nothing intense really... I mean, I barely watch AH anymore anyways so it didn't really effect me... Well, I thought that until I watched the most recent Minecraft Let's Play .-.

      Now, I'm not stupid, I'm well aware that I'm still going to see Ray on Twitter daily & he'll pop up in AH occasionally. I know all that & it's silly to get emotional of just a guy leaving his job... But at the same time, I can't help but remember that Ray had just been hired when I started watching Achievement Hunter... Part of me has grown up with him, he was there all throughout high school... Freshmen year when I had no friends & got picked on loads right up to now when I'm about to graduate. This is the end of something that I hadn't even realized was so close to my heart...

      I'll never forget when I turned 16, I had asked Caleb to play Minecraft with some friends because I had a 12 day XboxLIVE Gold membership & was SO EXCITED to play Xbox with friends for the first time. We all gathered in a party & made a world. It was fun, exploring the world & talking & generally just having a laugh. I was hiding in a hole overnight when Caleb had said something like "I got you a present for your birthday by the way, but it'll be a few minutes" & I was really confused... Just sat there in my hole waiting for daylight. Some time later, finally free of my hole, I was walking around looking at what everyone was up to & suddenly a figure popped up in front of me wearing a tuxedo... I muted my mic as I let out a fangirl squeak. "BrownMan has join the game" was just casually sitting on the screen & I realized what Caleb had meant.

      Looking back at this, it was really rather simple & I should not have gotten so excited... But you know, I was completely obsessed with AH(Ray especially) & it felt surreal. I mean, this personality lived on YouTuber as far as I was concerned so to have him there & actually talking to me? It was incredible.-. now, Ray undoubtedly doesn't remember any of this, but after he'd left the party to get back to work, he sent me an xbox message with just a simple "Happy birthday Tessa!" but it was... I don't know, I just admired him so much & it was such a cool experience. I'll never forget how much that entire ordeal meant to me.

      You probably don't care about any of this, but I wanted to share a bit of what Ray's part in AH has done for me... The most memorable of which was helping a lonely 16 year old girl feel just a bit less lonely.

      So Ray, you'll probably never read this & even if you somehow do, you probably won't remember any of it... But thank you for the part you played in AH these last few years. I know I'm not the only fan with a story like this, you've help make a different in a lot of kids lives & I wish you all the luck in your future pursuits.

      Stay beautiful everyone<3

      (Also I'm sorry if my spelling/grammar/punctuation is shit here, I'm on pain meds for reasons & I'm too damn emotional/tired to really try & care .-.)

    • AllTimeTessa

      Just my story of remembrance.

      5 months ago

      Like any kid, I loved to draw, but it was always silly. Never anything good, just drawing Pokemon or Teen Titan characters when I was bored.... Until two years ago when I saw the most beautiful anime character I had ever seen... Her name was Ruby Rose & from her figure to her clothing to the elegance when she moved... I just fell in love. I didn't even like anime but I fell in love. So over 6 hours spent locked in my room, I recreated her & it was the first time I was ever proud of myself... I mean, I've won plenty of awards in my life, but this was just... It was different & I showed it to everyone 20 times because I was just so proud.

      Who could have guessed that that single drawing would lead to me learning how to paint, selling paintings, earning money to go to RTX last summer, where I met the very creator of Ruby Rose... I know I never knew him personally & I probably came across as the biggest fumbling fangirl in the world during our brief meeting, but I will never forget it. He has inspired me to always strive to do better than before & I don't know who I would be without his vision & talent in my life.

      My thoughts & prayers have been & will continue to stay with Sheena & the rest of Monty's family. Be strong & take comfort in the impact he has made in the lives of fans

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      Rest in piece Monty, you are loved & missed dearly by everyone who had the pleasure of being impacted by your work.

    • AllTimeTessa

      I got a thing.

      6 months ago

      So back in september I went to see Crown The Empire((I think I made a journal screaming about it & how I met Andy Leo & everything?)) & it was awesome I love that band & the guys are incredibly nice. I met the screamer, David Escamilla, talked to him for a bit & told him about how I wanted to get lyrics from The One You Feed tattooed & he was ecstatic when I asked if he'd write it out for me... So yeah, this is a thing now & I absolutely love it.
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      (This was actually 2 weeks ago I just forgot to post about it here)
      Xoxo stay beautiful.

    • AllTimeTessa

      My conscious one the battle.

      6 months ago

      ((This will make no sense if you didn't read my last journal so just ignore this if you haven't))

      Alright so if you keep up with my (rare) journals you might know that I had a predicament a bit ago, struggling to choose between being the better person & letting my petty, hurt emotions win. In the end, I was the better person & pushed my hurt aside, despite how much I wanted to just be the bitch just this once. I went to the girl's party, gave her a small gift that was pretty cheap but still cute(My mom taught me how to shop well <: ) & I actually had a bit of fun. I saw two of the only people I actually consider to be real friends & got to hang out with a chill dog.

      I think I knew the whole time I what I was going to do, because when it came time to leave, there was no hesitation, even though I hadn't actually ever settled on anything. She's not a good friend, she never has been & I know that when we graduate in a few months we're going to go our separate ways & probably never see each other again & that's okay. I figure I'll enjoy what I can in these last bit of time, because it's not all bad..... Yeah. So that's that,.

      Thank you to everyone who commented on my last journal, if I agreed with you or not, your effort is still appreciated. I love seeing this community actually have real talk with each other.
      Stay beautiful guys <3 xo

    • AllTimeTessa

      None of you will care about this journal

      6 months ago

      So it's currently 3:30am & I'm sitting here while two parts of my brain go to war over something that some of you may think to be silly & completely high school but it's tearing me apart.

      So, if you've followed me on Twitter you might know that two months ago I turned 18 & was supposed to have a sleepover(My first ever btw) & I invited 3 girls. One girl had to work so she couldn't come & that was fine, I understood. Another girl did come & we had fun as I
      --over the course of one night, two movies & countless YouTube videos-- turned her into a directioner (not sorry) but the third girl, the one I considered to be my best friend of the three, didn't show up. No call, no text no fucking email. She just didn't show & when I decided to call her mom to see if she was grounded or something, her mom had no idea I was even having a sleepover & it hurt, so fucking much.

      Now, I've learned to not really expect things from people 'cause they continuously let me down.. But this? This was different. I don't have many friends & she knows that... I mean, I'm alone 90% of the time so it's hard not to know this... And she still decided to pull that shit. I honestly don't care if she forgot because of everything going on in her life or if she had a valid reason she couldn't come, because she didn't fucking care enough to even just email me a "Can't make it". No. I had to find out by calling her goddamn mother like we're in fucking 3rd grade.

      Why am I telling you this? It's because on Sunday she invited me to her 18th birthday party(which is tomorrow evening) & I said I would go but in my head it was clear that my intentions were to not show up & let her know how it feels. I mean, why shouldn't I? I've never had anyone over to my house before because it's my safe zone & letting people into that is scary as hell... & she just totally discarded me & everything it took for me to open that up to her. But all week I've been at war with myself over this, because if I do that, if I show her what it feels like to be cast off in such a manner... What makes me any better than her? Honestly, it'll just be putting me on her level & making me into a person that I'm not.

      This is where the war comes in

      Half of me is saying I am better than that pettiness, that I am Tessa & I will be the better person in this situation.... But part of me is still hurt that, when I loved her & opened up something that she knew no one else has ever seen... She was so okay with throwing it out...


      So yeah, Idk that there's anything any of you can say that'll help me right now, but I just needed to get this all out, sometimes Twitter isn't the easiest to really do the whole bearing-my-heart-and-soul-and-insecurities-and-allthatshit thing(fricking 140 character limit >.>).

      Yeah, I love you guys & I hope 2015 treats you awesome.
      Stay beautiful & be excellent to one another. xo

  • Comments (274)

    • Justine

      Justine dammit.

      9 months ago

      I LOVE YOU

      • Justine

        Justine dammit.

        9 months ago

        i also lost sponsor so i cant like ... impose on those people with my annoyance

      • Justine

        Justine dammit.

        9 months ago

        idunno im drunk

      • AllTimeTessa

        AllTimeTessa

        9 months ago

        I LOVE ME TOO BUT WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE IT THIS TIME?

    • Hughtee

      Hughtee

      1 year ago

      Thank you so much is was great meeting you and hanging out in Austin, and I made it home safe. Hopefully we can hangout during RTX 2015!

    • Druyii

      Druyii Dreamscaper

      1 year ago

      Be my friend?

      • Druyii

        Druyii Dreamscaper

        1 year ago

        :D

      • AllTimeTessa

        AllTimeTessa

        1 year ago

        Nah, just kiddin' luv u B

      • Druyii

        Druyii Dreamscaper

        1 year ago

        D:

      • AllTimeTessa

        AllTimeTessa

        1 year ago

        I'll think on it.

    • MrJacinto

      MrJacinto Hey I'm Grump

      1 year ago

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    • WomanFriday

      WomanFriday

      1 year ago

      Tessa! How is life, lady? A bit less stressful now?

      • WomanFriday

        WomanFriday

        1 year ago

        LOVES RT content. Has for years, just never got involved on this site. I finally made him make a profile this year, but he still doesn't use it. :)

      • AllTimeTessa

        AllTimeTessa

        1 year ago

        That's nice c: Is he a fan of RT content or just tagging along?

      • WomanFriday

        WomanFriday

        1 year ago

        Let's just say I finished PHXCC and all I could think about was getting to RTX instead. :) I'm also excited because my hubby's coming for the first time this year and he gets to meet all my friends.

      • AllTimeTessa

        AllTimeTessa

        1 year ago

        :3 how excited are you for RTX? I'm super stoked. Can't wait to see everyone c:

      • WomanFriday

        WomanFriday

        1 year ago

        I'm VERY excited for VidCon. I'm hoping it turns out to be a good networking experience.

      • AllTimeTessa

        AllTimeTessa

        1 year ago

        Oh that's sounds exciting!! I've always wanted to go to vicon! I imagine it's a blast c: & nice, little mini vacations are always nice:3

      • WomanFriday

        WomanFriday

        1 year ago

        Kind of the same! Been doing a LOT of work, and just got back from a 4-day vacay to hubby's family in CA. Tomorrow, I have to prep for Phoenix Comicon, which is all this weekend. Then I have about two weeks before I go to VidCon in Anaheim, then RTX!

      • AllTimeTessa

        AllTimeTessa

        1 year ago

        I can't believe I never responded to this but life is good! Been insanely busy but fighting! ^v^ How are you?

    • Mike

      Mike

      1 year ago

      Haha you would delete that! smiley6.gif

      • Mike

        Mike

        1 year ago

        We were strangers.

      • AllTimeTessa

        AllTimeTessa

        1 year ago

        But we weren't >.>

      • Mike

        Mike

        1 year ago

        We are now.

      • AllTimeTessa

        AllTimeTessa

        1 year ago

        I am trying to make friendship happen!
        Also
        How were we not friends?

    • Corey_The_Gr8

      Corey_The_Gr8

      1 year ago

      I haven't talked to you in forever gurl, how you been?

      • Corey_The_Gr8

        Corey_The_Gr8

        1 year ago

        I am ecstatic! Can't go to RTX this year, but besides I'm doing alright.

      • AllTimeTessa

        AllTimeTessa

        1 year ago

        Yo! I've been good! really busy & exhausted but good :P How about yourself?

    • yelnocp

      yelnocp ᵃᵇᵘˢᶦᶰᵍ ᵖᵒʷᵉʳ

      1 year ago

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      Actually, your comment made me laugh a lot inside.

    • AMingDynasty

      AMingDynasty

      1 year ago

      Hey Iowa, it's been a while. I went MIA for a while but now that I'm back I wanted to see how you've been doing?

    • NachoMonster

      NachoMonster

      1 year ago

      TESSA! I'm sorry I've been like MIA lately, I've been super busy with school and work and my band and stuff, but I promise I'll try to come on here and twitter more and stay in touch more!

      • AllTimeTessa

        AllTimeTessa

        1 year ago

        Good<3 I've missed you! I also got Snapchat so you should add me & send me nudes. (AllTime_Tessa)