when i was between the ages of eight and sixteen, i thought A LOT about suicide. even going so far as to cut myself across my palms, and thinking about bleeding out from a knife wound to the gut.
every now and then i can see blood bubbling out of my wrists as though i've just slashed them open. then i blink and realize that everything is okay and i'm fine.
but to tell you the truth, i'm not fine. i am sooo totally fucked up in the head it's not funny.
when i was between the ages of eight and sixteen, i thought A LOT about suicide. even going so far as to cut myself across my palms, and thinking about bleeding out from a knife wound to the gut.
every now and then i can see blood bubbling out of my wrists as though i've just slashed them open. then i blink and realize that everything is okay and i'm fine.
but to tell you the truth, i'm not fine. i am sooo totally fucked up in the head it's not funny.
but dammit this video.......This and numerous other videos like it are part of the reason i'm still alive today. part of the reason i want people to know my story and see if they relate.
that i'm 22 years, 1 month, and 10 days old (at 11:07 pm tonight).
so reblog this EVERY-FUCKING-WHERE!!!
you never know when you're saving someone's life by showing them things like this.
my message box is always open if anyone wants to talk about anything, feel free to message or leave a comment below.
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