So much for that
For one night I was a very happy man. Last night that is. There was a lot of alcohol involved, a lot of dancing and a really intense time. My coworker and I were able to let go of all the bs holding us back and we had an awesome night. Waking up this morning though, I knew immediately it wasn't going to last. At least I finally got her to talk about it and I know the circumstances holding things back.

I need to figure out what to do with my life, the fact that everything in my life feels stale, until last night leaves a real bad taste in my mouth. I just don't know what to do next except hope that I meet someone who can change that, and that leaves a bad taste in my mouth too....

So much for that
For one night I was a very happy man. Last night that is. There was a lot of alcohol involved, a lot of dancing and a really intense time. My coworker and I were able to let go of all the bs holding us back and we had an awesome night. Waking up this morning though, I knew immediately it wasn't going to last. At least I finally got her to talk about it and I know the circumstances holding things back.

I need to figure out what to do with my life, the fact that everything in my life feels stale, until last night leaves a real bad taste in my mouth. I just don't know what to do next except hope that I meet someone who can change that, and that leaves a bad taste in my mouth too. It's not enough.