The EndI knew this was coming and i've been putting it off some time. I never put my foot forward if i don't think i have something real to offer, and i think my time here is spent.
I've done what i intended to do. I met the love of my life, went overseas, did that whole thing, brought her and Ash back with me, and we're living happily back where i intended for us to live for some time. I came on here during a dark time in my life, and used to think that if it wasn't for this place, i'd have never met my light. But now that i can stand back and realize what's really going on, i know the opposite is true. This place is just as dark as any place that was in my heart. Nikki was the light.
In my time here, I've seen karma wars, flame attacks, segments of the population making individuals feel like shit for no reason, members lying to others about EVERYTHING that doesn't matter a damn, people making comments on profiles and journals just to drum up meaningless points to hurl at friends and enemies, people accusing me of squashing cats and turning them into paper thin mummies, and let's not even get into multiple account trolling ( Uhinson, i'm talking to you. )
All that being said, that's not the reason i'm leaving and these things were all good for a laugh or two. The main reason i'm done is that i rarely even use comment sections, blogs, journals, etc any more. I stay away from these things because I used to have high hopes for this world, and the more i read them the more i think the world SHOULD be destroyed, just to stamp out idiocy once and for all. Instead of dwelling on this hatred i have for the way humans share their opinions now, I choose simply not to be part of it. This choice may come at the cost of missing the nuggets of wisdom that the few intelligent ones come up with, but like I said before. My life is full. I want not any more. Never in the past 10 months have i had time or reason to say "hell. i'm going online to post blogggggggage.". I'm not bragging or lording over anyone. That's just how it is. And i know there are folks who certainly enjoy this kind of interaction, and I can understand why.
There's been some good times, that's for sure. I've had some real fast friends. Some people i wish i could have gotten to know more. I've given people my myspace and facebook info, and a few of you have taken me up on that. and i dont' use them all that much. I'll truly look back on the council of doom days with fondness. Atwa, I still have the taro card you sent Nikki and I in a safe and meaningful place and it reminds me of you allways. SPLChamp, choose a random badger-based comment about world peace and midgets and hurl it at yourself. You deserve it.
I suppose since this is the end, i should leave you with some imparted wisdom....i would tell you to dwell on the positives. Don't complain about what you can't change, and focus on the good qualities of folks and leave the bad for someone else.
I think that's it. Thank you to everyone who nurtured my creative spirit. And in the spirit of that spark, and in the interest of going out in my own personal idiom, i would leave you with a link to follow me onto my myspace page for the first of a new era of my music. I have 5 tracks up for whoever wants to listen. So come on over. Join me forever. I promise that
no one gets out alive.
This is mogulus...sign
ing off.
The EndI knew this was coming and i've been putting it off some time. I never put my foot forward if i don't think i have something real to offer, and i think my time here is spent.
I've done what i intended to do. I met the love of my life, went overseas, did that whole thing, brought her and Ash back with me, and we're living happily back where i intended for us to live for some time. I came on here during a dark time in my life, and used to think that if it wasn't for this place, i'd have never met my light. But now that i can stand back and realize what's really going on, i know the opposite is true. This place is just as dark as any place that was in my heart. Nikki was the light.
In my time here, I've seen karma wars, flame attacks, segments of the population making individuals feel like shit for no reason, members lying to others about EVERYTHING that doesn't matter a damn, people making comments on profiles and journals just to drum up meaningless points to hurl at friends and enemies, people accusing me of squashing cats and turning them into paper thin mummies, and let's not even get into multiple account trolling ( Uhinson, i'm talking to you. )
All that being said, that's not the reason i'm leaving and these things were all good for a laugh or two. The main reason i'm done is that i rarely even use comment sections, blogs, journals, etc any more. I stay away from these things because I used to have high hopes for this world, and the more i read them the more i think the world SHOULD be destroyed, just to stamp out idiocy once and for all. Instead of dwelling on this hatred i have for the way humans share their opinions now, I choose simply not to be part of it. This choice may come at the cost of missing the nuggets of wisdom that the few intelligent ones come up with, but like I said before. My life is full. I want not any more. Never in the past 10 months have i had time or reason to say "hell. i'm going online to post blogggggggage.". I'm not bragging or lording over anyone. That's just how it is. And i know there are folks who certainly enjoy this kind of interaction, and I can understand why.
There's been some good times, that's for sure. I've had some real fast friends. Some people i wish i could have gotten to know more. I've given people my myspace and facebook info, and a few of you have taken me up on that. and i dont' use them all that much. I'll truly look back on the council of doom days with fondness. Atwa, I still have the taro card you sent Nikki and I in a safe and meaningful place and it reminds me of you allways. SPLChamp, choose a random badger-based comment about world peace and midgets and hurl it at yourself. You deserve it.
I suppose since this is the end, i should leave you with some imparted wisdom....i would tell you to dwell on the positives. Don't complain about what you can't change, and focus on the good qualities of folks and leave the bad for someone else.
I think that's it. Thank you to everyone who nurtured my creative spirit. And in the spirit of that spark, and in the interest of going out in my own personal idiom, i would leave you with a link to follow me onto my myspace page for the first of a new era of my music. I have 5 tracks up for whoever wants to listen. So come on over. Join me forever. I promise that
no one gets out alive.
This is mogulus...sign
ing off.