GOD DAMNIT!
What the fuck is going on here?! Why is this okay with everyone else but me? I don't understand! I'm confused! Where are the hoes at?! I met a girl a few days ago and over time have grown to really like her. I knew she had a boyfriend so I was staying my distance accordingly. But she never talked about him. Never bragged or complained or even mentioned him in conversation. Past experience has told me that this means there's nothing really there in the relationship. She's even told me that she likes me and that if she was single there'd be no question where anything would lead. But here's the thing, her boyfriend knows all about this. He lives five forevers away, knows every detail, and is perfectly fucking fine with it. WHAT THE FUCK? I'd be pissed as all hell right now if I were him. He even told her that he'd be perfectly comfortable if she wanted to have sex with me. NO! NO NO NO NO NO NO NO! WTFUCK! She still wants to hang out and spend time together. Why is this okay? What is going on? Was I lied to growing up? Are relationships really that simple and trivial? Is the real reason why every single girl I have ever said "Hi I'm James" to stopped acknowledging my existence simply because I put some sort of thought or feeling into what I'm saying to them? Why is everyone okay with this? Everybody I speak to keeps responding like I'm some sort of dumb ass who doesn't see the answer sitting in my fucking lap. Please for the love of God tell me someone on here understands why I'm so upset. And if you do, will you please help me figure out what I should do? I want to rip my hair out right now from the sheer stress of it all. |
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